The answer is always wrong, but only so long as the width of your scope stretches further than the moment it is conceived. This is why we search for meaning - or at least the closest version to it. This is the intellectual embodiment of prototyping the mind. Exploring how I came to a conclusion, where I drew my inferences and where my article is affected. These bare only important factors to the thought which sometimes acts as an inextricable essence of the self - so to contradict what one might ordinarily think - and so it in this moment that the ability to think was not an active occurrence, or a decision. This inactivity - which is none so - and more an activity that occurs without a known ability to control is where my journey stemmed - in the coarse hands of an ideation; worthlessness.The apathy I pertained through my family-ties, friendships, and colleagues at the weakness of my own inability to realize my strength. This is the battle I won - not against a united front, nor the Spanish armada, nor the Arab Spring, Normandy, or pearl harbour. I fought every day, and in this way, was the torment and continual effectiveness more enduring than all those battles combined. At its core - an idea exists to prove or disprove worthlessness - this is the birth of negative thoughts which aim to distract your attentions from the strength to be you - which resides somewhere within the existence of self. This sense of obstruct I possessed for quarter a century - from birth to my first day a survivor through the eternal wilt of the mind. I did therapy. I completed my course. I learned. I grew. I realized that I believed I was beyond worthlessness - and I did not need it anymore to act as the crutch to in-growth. And so, once the belief in yourself becomes strong enough - the aptitude to overcome becomes the strength needed to be. This is where I reside now in the accepted belief of my own virtuousness - and I really believe it.S. R. Gurney
- | Author: S R Gurney
- | Publisher: Independently Published
- | Publication Date: Oct 30, 2019
- | Number of Pages: 46 pages
- | Language: English
- | Binding: Paperback
- | ISBN-10: 1697953603
- | ISBN-13: 9781697953602