She Fears

Vilen's bridge-Jesus-I am in the middle of the bridge. She says... what I must forget. This bridge has dark and cold secrets.-- She says --I say to the air. -- The meaning of being lonely --I add.-- Meaning? --she asks.-- I am not alone --I answer.-- Not in this reality --she says.-- Realities! I believe in what we saw --I say coldly as I see the moon.-- Darkness is closer than you think --she says.-- I will use Nova ´s cure --I reply.-- You know that will not be the end of the darkness that has taken you --she says as the moon takes a red color.-- What happens to the moon? --I ask her.-- What happens to you? --she asks.-- What does it have to do with it? --I ask her.-- The red moon is the blood moon --she answers. -- You have blood in your hands, but for something cold that came from a wish. The moon has blood for something necessary --she says.-- A wish? --I ask her.-- A necessary wish --she says.-- Stop following me --I say with tears.-- I can't --she says.-- Yes, you can --I reply.-- What makes you think that? --she asks.-- I could make something cold and dark for a wish --I answer.-- Blood is what is coming --she says mellifluously. -- You are strong. I am sure that you will survive --she adds. -- I must forget if I want to live --I say as I am self-absorbed in seeing the beautiful moon.-- No! You are the essence --she says as I feel a tickling.-- Really? --I ask her.-- Did you do the right thing? --she asks.-- I don't know --I say.-- Yes, you know --she says.-- Why do you ask me then? --I ask her.-- Do not trust him! --she exclaims.-- What? --I ask her.-- Do not forget! You can't forget --she says.-- I want to take a breath of the darkness that follows me in any moment --I say coldly.-- Remember when I told you that I wanted to fall with you into the sea? --she asks me.-- You said it, and I answer --I say.-- What did you answer? --she asks.Vilen's bridge-Elena-I am again in Vilen's bridge. I get close to the barricade "A".-- Why am I feeling like that? Why? --I ask to the air.-- Why did you use Nova's cure? --my conscience asks me.-- You erased your memories, but you didn't erase your personality --it adds.-- ... I think I did it for a good --I say coolly as I make an anxious face.-- A convenience for you or for the wellness? --it asks.-- For the good --I say.-- You should go back to the hospital. It is late, and you are so close to the edge --it says.-- What? --scared, I ask.-- Careful with what you do --it says.-- Careful?! Once, I said that I would die before being the same one in this fucked planet --I scream to the air.-- Being unique is your only way to get out!!! --it says.I am talking to my conscience!! I do not get impressed. I always do it!! I am a little... alone!! Fortunately, people do not use to promenade in this bridge. So curious.-- Is that what you want?!! Just a superficial life?!! --I scream to the air.-- You know it --it whispers.-- I know it. Yes, I know it. I am desperate --I say deliriously.-- You always say that --I say.-- If I don't get answers, I won't last so much --I say desperately.-- If you were normal --it says.-- I won't be normal again. You made be the dark, cold and calculating one. You will know me so soon --I say coolly.-- You feel something else. You always were so quixotic --it says.-- I feel... a darkness that is totally unusual --intrigued, I say.-- Because of your past --it says.-- I do not remember my past. But this darkness is... --I try to express.-- You can't describe it --it says.-- No. You fear something else --it says.-- What do you want? --I ask.My conscience does not respond anymore.Vilen's bridge has a dark past? Who is guilty?

• | Author: Rodr
• | Publisher: Independently Published
• | Publication Date: Oct 24, 2018
• | Number of Pages: 314 pages
• | Language: English
• | Binding: Paperback
• | ISBN-10: 1729185908
• | ISBN-13: 9781729185902